No body warns you about the constant worry.
Is she eating enough? Is she eating too much? Am I doing this right or that right? When did she last poop?
Especially when B is working away. I seem to worry 10x more.
Perhaps it's the fact that the last time I spoke to an adult this week (other than B on the phone) was Monday when I went and visited everyone at work. I just overthink everything.
My google history must look slightly odd.
It always starts "3 month old....." (or how ever old she is at the time)
Then finishes with what ever new, slightly odd thing (or not so odd apparently) she has started doing that day.
Thank goodness for netmums! For almost everything I've ever asked google there has been a thread on netmums about it in the past. Usually reassuring me that it's quite normal for babies not to like "tummy time" or if she's dribbling too much. Or whether her arching her back is normal. (It is apparently but I'm still keeping an eye on that one)
At least I'm not the only mum who's ever felt clueless. Shame they don't come with an instruction manual.
Anyway I'm off to bed.....very, very quietly! ;)